Log 19
Suit Recording: Chairming Mandoser
It’s weird seeing animals this close. I only see them when a client wants a prosthetic for their pet, they usually provide a picture.
Seeing them up close is definitely a different experience.
I forgot how messed up nature can be at times. I’m not one for empathy but it is disappointing to see smaller creatures get swooped up with no chance to react.
Life can be quick in the wild. Many forget how fragile it is.
I’m sure you know all about that seeing what you were built for. Say, how much do you remember before working with Farquid?
Little; I’ll have brief glimpses of my old life at times but nothing too clear. I haven’t formed concrete emotions on those memories yet.
I say use em as fuel. If your past is a bumpy road then ride it into the sunset.
Is that what you're doing?
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Farquid told me a bit about your childhoods. Your parents each had plans for your upbringing, you both seem to be fighting that plan.
Don’t let him compare our situations. My mom wanted me to be a singer and dad wanted Farquid to be the next Head of War. He’s the one acting selfish and leaving his old life behind him.
You never struck me as the political type, why are you so passionate about him not being the Head of War?
If you're asking that question then you don’t understand anything.
So let me understand. I know you’re not who Farquid describes you as, and I want to know why you hate him.
Because he’s a hypocrite. He talks about the value of other beings and keeping things safe but can’t see any problems other than his own! You could be screaming for help, and he won’t so much as twitch if it isn’t part of his small bubble of issues. He talks about preservation but will abandon all that’s important if his needs are met. He’ll abandon you too Droid, if he gets a new job where you’re not needed then you’ll get the door slammed on your face just like I did.
Farquid’s not the same person you describe him as either. He’s changed and will change again if you tell him this.
My brother’s 3 years too late to change. A damn deathbot can read between the lines better than him. I don’t need him anymore.
You clearly need someone.
I have you.
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